Friday, 18 September 2015

Tire

What have I done to deserve all these....

I am tire. Really very tire. I am not sure how long I could last. 

My body is lacking of enough and proper sleep. My mind is full of phobia. I don't know what is next. Words I said and my reaction to things caused me problem. I will be questioned for words I said but I am always shock and do not know how to answer.

I have no wisdom in handling things. I could not control things happened around me.

I am tire. Both body and mind are tire. What could I do? What should I do?


Thursday, 17 September 2015

I Am Sadness

At this point, I am sadness....

I live my life seriously but I haven't seen the fruits which I sow. I am proud of my works in office but i think I am lousy managing at home. 

Just feeling sad and defeated. Maybe I am still not doing enough or doing it wrongly. I seek God for strength and patients to live on. Thank God at least I still have Him to turn to. 

Life still goes on... I will stay positive other wise living on is torture.

At this point after writing, I am at peace. I find peace in God's love. Amen!

Tuesday, 1 September 2015

Teacher-parents Meeting

I am all the while not very keen in teacher meet session. One main reason I don't really look forward is because it is more tune towards teacher informing you how well or bad your child has done in terms of marks. I cannot deny academic results is important but I am more interested in my child's well being in school.

Our children spend most of their time in school. Who their friends are, what and how they learn in school, are they fortunate enuogh to have good teachers etc are far more important than academic results. 

I recalled once I attended a session in my girl's primary school, the teacher practically has nothing to say. The session ended in just 2 minutes. I guessed the teacher was just going through the motion. 

My daughter is lucky enough to have a very good form teacher. He has helped my girl adapted to her secondary school. Very caring and trust worthy teacher.

Like today, during the meeting session, he told my girl that he is very happy to see the big improvement she had achieved. His expression was so genuine and sincere!! Encouraged her to play as well as study during the school holiday to prepare for the year end exam. 

Today session is the most meaningful and sincere one that I have attended so far.